Maybe it's the tryptophan
Maybe it's the '04 Merlot
Maybe it's the peyote
just kidding ma
Maybe it's the acoustic neuroma
Today I am most thankful that I am getting older. I REALLY love being older. The things I know and realize. The perspective I am at. It is a natural high. It's so awesome.
I see beauty and possibility and hope. I can see nothing but blue skies!
O useless beauty!
The song in my pores that I feel at the thought of the future.
I feel so FREE. A brain tumor has set me free. Free of expectations, free of worry. What the fuck does anything matter at all anyore??
I talk too loud. I eat too much. I don't get to work on time. I leave from work early. I run red lights. I oversleep, I stay up too late. I miss payments. I obsess about money. I creative finance. I plan for big expensive things in the future.
I dream. I believe. I imagine. I realize that really anything is possible.
And I am NOT afraid anymore.
When you stop expecting that you are allowed to expect things -- you can expect EVERY THING.
You can expect miracles.
It is what it is.
hlee
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1 comment:
I am pretty certain I am full of shit, but I currently feel that life is all about the pursuit of bueaty. Be it physical beauty, a beautiful song, a visual or landscape. Nothing seems to give one more satisfaction (barring an "in your face, proved you wrong" diss to a loudmouth ass). I, and a smidge of whiskey have spoken.
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